Even Survivor Man can find it hard to be a Survivalist here in Canada.
Not easy, imo.
As for killing themselves, I am sure they have had that on their minds for several years now.
Considering the lives they took, this is one of those times where one wishes they had taken their lives a long time ago, long before these chain of events!
I don't usually say that about people dealing with mental issues and depression and wanting to commit suicide.
But those folks are out to hurt others first, only themselves.
I guess "why" will never be properly answered now.
I am sure that is something the victims families (the ones they killed) will "Always wonder about in their minds".
Never really getting full closure because they will never get that answer.
Why???????