Re: My first black bear!
Originally Posted by
OceanMon
I killed a bear this weekend. It was one of the sadder things I have witnessed and one of the crueler things I have done. It was also thrilling and an intimate way to connect to the land and the animal.
So long as I continue to eat meat, I will continue to try to inhabit the mercilessness and inflict the violence necessary to end a life for food, and experience the other host of emotions that follow it. It seems only fair, to me, to honour the animals I eat in such a way.
I think I understand your ambivalence. It's strange how killing a bear seems different than killing a deer. As others have pondered, maybe it's because bears are predators and we are predators too, so we have an extra degree of empathy.
Myself, I have a major distaste for tag soup, so until now I have shot all legal broadside game animals that have crossed my sights--I guess you can call me a meat hunter. After encountering a monster black bear last year that I would have loved to put in my freezer, I put a bear tag in my pocket for the first time ever this year. With so many bears in the province right now, two weeks ago I encountered a beautiful little bear with a nice color phase coat, but it was small (probably only a year and a half old) and for the first time ever, I just didn't feel it and passed a legal animal for the first time ever.
I've eaten bear meat, and that's not the problem, but somehow killing a bear just feels different. I'll will kill a bear, but for some reason I'd like an older specimen.
A conservationist is an environmentalist with a gun.